ASSALAMUALAIKUM
yesterday just heartbreaking. i went to sent abang cik off to his creator, allah swt. its just sad and full of tears. there are time along the process to claim abang cik body from the hospital, take him home, went for solat jenazah, and bring him to the cemetery. the time feel like its flying. why u so fast?
the accident was so fast. in a blink of eyes, abang cik had gone. not even a good bye. there are times, i couldnt help myself and monologing. why it had to be abang cik? why he had to left? why he had to ride the motorcycle? there are to many why... but thanks to allah.. HE give me the things name iman and islam. the answer cames back to me. my heart says, everything happen was planned by allah. abang cik had promise allah before. now he is compromising with his promises. i also had those kind of promise. its just, my time not arrive yet.
YA ALLAH, TEMPATKAN ABANG CIK DIKALANGAN ORANG ORANG YANG BERIMAN. TERIMALAH SEGALA AMALANNYA DIDUNIA INI. AMPUNKANLAH DOSA DOSA ABANG CIK. JAUHI LAH DIA DARI SIKSA KUBUR DAN SIKSA API NERAKA... amin.
perasaannya macam hantar abang cik p sekolah berasrama. macam hantar abang cik p asrama. bezanya, abang cik takkan balik dua minggu sekali. abang cik takkan balik time cuti umum. abang cik takkan balik time puasa time raya. abang cik takkan balik sampai bila bila. abang cik dh pergi untuk selamanya....farewell abang cik. selamat kembali ke pangkuan pencipta kita. kami semua terkejut. semuanya terlalu pantas. tapi kami redha. kami akan cuba tabah dan kuat... tenanglah disisi allah azzawajala...
a person needs to have somethings call tabah dan berserah. when allah says kun fayakun, then theres nothing u can do. u only can accept the qada' and qadar. u just need to believe. allah is the best planner. we make plan, and allah also plan, and at the end of the day, allah plan are the best for us. just be patience and had faith in allah and you will be rewarded. allah never burden us. he will never gave us more than we could bear. u just need to accept it and take it positively :)
goodbye...
