ASSALAMUALAIKUM...
Back to this abandoned space of mine. Gratefully those few years back, ive been busy with life and study but most of the time my schedule full with food digging and sleeping. And now, im back to being the most successful unemployed person in my world. And suddenly i remember this blog. I used to write a lot in my post-spm period. And as expected, its too embarrassing to read em again. so i decided to delete em. Poof. Hahaha.
Reading those posts make me reminds of the childish silly me. I used to be a funny girl. Used to be called woody woodpecker because its laugh sounds like mine. Used to crack those jokes without effort. But now i cant anymore. Life getting harder. Smiling needs alot of afford.
If only i could delete those unwanted, unhappy things in my life, just like deleting those post, surely most of the people would looks better in my eyes. There are times i feel like im having a hard times breathing in this world. I feels alone despite all those people around me. Feels hungry after stuffing food in my mouth. Feels sad while having a good times with my mate. Yeah surely. Being a loser, will never be easy.
Im watching a movie lastnight. Salman khan jah. Hensem sangat. There are a part in the movie where it says, "living is not only about breathing. U should have colours in it. Happy colour, sad colour, laughing colour, mad colour and many more."
Im not sure being an adult easier or being a little kid easier since im not going through adulthood yet. But one thing for sure, the changing phase called teenager are the hardest. U cant act like a child and have no idea how to act like an adult. Aku bagi contoh. Hg p mintak qeja depa kata hang budak2 tadak experience payah tak reti nak buat qeja, hang duk qumah, orang mai tanya, dah habis belajaq awat tak p qeja. Makanya, tinggai la aku duk berhuhu. Tetiba rindu hgv.
Akhir kata, ini bukan rungutan mahupun komplen. Tapi ini adalah perkongsian. Supaya kalau satu hari nanti, ada anak muda berkongsi apa yang aku rasa, aku harap dia tau dia tak keseorangan. Kah!
Goodbye!
Im not sure being an adult easier or being a little kid easier since im not going through adulthood yet. But one thing for sure, the changing phase called teenager are the hardest. U cant act like a child and have no idea how to act like an adult. Aku bagi contoh. Hg p mintak qeja depa kata hang budak2 tadak experience payah tak reti nak buat qeja, hang duk qumah, orang mai tanya, dah habis belajaq awat tak p qeja. Makanya, tinggai la aku duk berhuhu. Tetiba rindu hgv.
Akhir kata, ini bukan rungutan mahupun komplen. Tapi ini adalah perkongsian. Supaya kalau satu hari nanti, ada anak muda berkongsi apa yang aku rasa, aku harap dia tau dia tak keseorangan. Kah!
Goodbye!
