Today i wanna share about my friend dibazman. A good friend of mine. And nothing can compare to my regret that i take her for granted. Never did i ever dream that i will lose her for any reason. She will be by my side on every step i take. Every fall. Every rise. Thats what im living with everyday.
Last sem, i did resent her for she did abandoned me and for some reason i refused to be her roomate. I did no effort. I did not try. I dont even bother. I am living my life in denial. I keep saying to my self i can live alone. I dont need her. Im okay to be alone. And god knows how lonely i am. How much i hurt. And how she also hurts. But we both dont care. At least i dont.
And today she no longer by my side. She is walking in different road. And she came. To say goodbye. I cry a river. A waterfall. Its hurt than a breakup. Everyday i will cry to sleep. Everytime i am talking to her, i will cry. But never did i cry in her face. Cause i know, she is going to a better place. She is heading to a better future. So why would i cry. She heading to her own happiness. Even thats mean i loss her.
Tapi orang kata, jauh di mata, dekat dihati. I pray for her well beingness. Lets go towards better future babe. Lets hope we cross path again. So we can continue being each other pillar again. Loveyou.
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