Wednesday, December 20, 2017

Unable to leave, not allow to stay

I still remember.
The last day we sleep together.
U sleep in the bed next to me.
U sleep soundly.
Maybe u are tired from all the travelling.
From the south all the way to the north.

That night, i cant move my eyes from u.
i cant sleep even a blink.
I got rain in my bed.
My pillow get drench.
So does my eyes.
So does my heart.

Knowing thats the last time i will have u by my side, physically, its killing me.
All my regrets playing in my heads like a soap drama.

The rains getting heavier.

The next day, there comes a hand, shush-ing the rain away.
Its reach for me, making me feels alive again.
I slowly recover.

Today the soap drama plays again.
The only different is, its star by another friend.

I wanna asks why do you guys leaving? But im too afraid of the answers.
Cause i know it is not something i wanna hear.

And today, I am alone again. But this time, i dont think i will recover.

Be well, my friend, athirah zafirah 😘

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