Assalamualaikum...
1 day till my degree life starting. For some reasons i feel bad. Kekiri tak kena kekanan tak kena duduk tak kena diri tak kena tidoq tak kena. Gelisah sungguh. Dan terasa la keburukan takdak boifren. U got no one to talk to. I cant open my mouth easily towards my family, got lot of friend, but everyone just busy with their own life. All i have is u.. my blog!! Oh sedihnyaaaa ! Hahahaha.
I keep asking myself, did i choose the right path? Can i survive this path alive? How many times will i fall this time? Im traumatized actually. My diploma scared me to the bones. I really dont want that to happen again. I want to have a clean degree. Just one shot! Settle. I really wish for it. Pleaseee!
And i really bothered by those friend and relative around me who have an overseas degree. I envy them the most. I know i wont able to cope with being far from my family, but their mother really annoying though. Okay actually u are the negative one leaa !! Theres a saying " if u jealous, u lose." Looks like i lose miserably. Hahahaha
I feels a lot better right now eventhough i am actually talking to myself. Going crazy soon enough i guess. Till next time blog.
Thankyou..
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